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[mackinzie]

Kinda hard to put thoughts into words whenever you don't know how to sort the thoughts out into separate things. Currently, I'm at my sister's house. She has a really nice house with a pretty living room. I'd like to have that type of living room in my own house (sans kids to mess it up a lot). I mostly like the fish, colors, and wood (it's like all different kinds, dark though).
I saw this really nice couch at the flea market. It's a light red with some cool pillows that look like a suncatcher I made once. I think it'd look nice in my house. I dunno why I've been thinking about houses lately. I have like a year and a half until I can actually move out. Just keeping an eye out for the future, I guess.

I'm ready to hurt all children above infants. Sometimes I can take them, but most of the time I'm ready to kick butt. They're messy. They don't mind. And 'No' is their favorite word. Sounds like a teenager, doesn't it? I kinda like to think I act alright for a teen, I just like to be left alone and I can be self sufficient if I have to be. Just give me some form of entertainment, and I'm great all by myself.

Okay, ready to lock kids in room now.

I have school tomorrow. We have to design a prom dress for this class and I designed like 7 of them. Now I have to describe them and provide a fabric swatch. Why not just look at the picture or something? It's all because I have the class kinda technically twice so the teacher thinks we have to do something else just because some girls don't know how to keep their mouths shut!! I just sleep in class whenever I don't have anything to do so why don't they just leave me alone? I'll shut up. Just let me sleep.

I have too many things to think about doing. I have to post and do homework and think about college scholarships and wonder why some people are mad at me (perhaps I'm paranoid?) and all this other stuff...I'm about to go insane or something. Whoever said a teenager shouldn't have stress has been living in the Twilight Zone.

I really want a CD. I actually want two CDs, but I don't have money. I'm thinking about getting a job, but then that'd require me to file for taxes and all that is too much to handle. It's like w2 forms and stuff. I don't even know what a w2 form is! I don't want to know right now. I think I'm afraid of it because it involves math or something. I hate math. It's like my kryptonite.

I really need to clean my room. I wanna fix it up to make it look nice. I think I have a pretty neat room. It's got black furniture and a bed that goes with it pretty well.

Grrr...kids driving me batty. They're just fluttering about like wasps, ready to sting you with their annoying motions.

Anyway, I'm tapped. Bye.