Apologies

6/5/08 18:46
mackinzie: (Vampire)
I want to apologize for my behavior and RP style lately. I think stress from from work is leeching into everything else. I've gotten clingy OOC and aggressive IC.

I think I know why. I don't feel like the ladies and I at work are friends. I don't think I'm fitting in too well so what people I am social with...I've found myself clinging to them because they're actually nice to me when the others aren't. I fit in. I'm cared about. And I crave that, because I get so much animosity for 9 hours a day.

As for the aggressiveness...I dunno...I think in situations where there is an opening to be aggressive...I think I take it and overly make it so. Maybe it's subconscious because I can't voice my opinions at work. Maybe I'm used to repressing my anger.

I'd like to find a way around it. I'm aware of how this affects my Cs relationships.

And I hope the tide changes at work.
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A lot of topics today. Let's begin:

Muffins! )
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Quizzes! )
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Jesus Lunch! )
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Kitty spelling! )
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RP! )
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